Close your eyes and see..

Constant thoughts from a man tryin to sleep
Mind is running but his eyes are getting weak
He's falling asleep but he can't get on his feet
He wants to walk away but he's in too deep
And all he can see is one way to get out
He hesitates cause he feels fear and doubt
He thinks that he might just be trippin out
But he slowly starts to feel himself fade away
The world suddenly turns black and grey
Wanting to stay but his soul departs
Taking only himself and his heart
Thinking about the start and what went wrong
Didn't think he was gone that long
What he didn't see was the time going by
Cause all he did in the past was just lie lie lie
He never got up never opened his eyes to see
That he was just being stupid and naive
Cause he couldn't let it out couldn't let his mind be free
Stuck in a dream or reality?...


Make of this what you will.... It has no meaning but your own...  

Random ass thoughts...

It's as if my world has been stuck in replay
like I'm doing the same things every fuckin day
and everyday i'm trying to change the way I act
I've been a better man and God knows thats a fact
So give me novacaine to stop me thinkin through my brain
I'm just tryin to ease my pain cause our love will never be the same
I'm just tryin to be better
so you can call me whenever
cause i'll never call it quits until I get her
So fuck it I'm not gonna let go of my world
I'ma keep fighting for the same fuckin girl.