So I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms
And I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms

"Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep."

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

"If it kills me."

I've memorized your face a thousand times; I know the contours of your body, the scars on your back... every bump, every cut and every bone on your body has been engraved in my mind... in my heart. Your voice echoes in my ears and engulfs me in a warm blanket of your essence. Even when I'm not with you, your voice sings sweet melodies that drift delicately from one note to the next and sometimes, I find myself holding my breath, so that its sound is kept from interfering with my thoughts of you.

I have never felt this much love for another person.

It hurts, sometimes, when you give and give and give so much of yourself without getting anything in return. After a while, it might get tiring... to the point that you might feel like giving up, because after caring for and giving so much to one person, you tend to forget to wonder who is taking care of you. The realisation hurts a lot... but there are definitely going to be times when someone you love might need you a lot more than he might realise. He doesn't say it, but he doesn't have to because you know him so well that you can feel, in every bit of your body, his hurt and his sadness and his struggle to find something, anything, to hold on to. So, you stay because at the end of the day, he is the song on your lips, the twinkle in your eye, and the extra skip in your step. He is your family. You stay and you become his punching bag, enduring all of his hits while trying to take away and help him carry his problems. You stay because you are insanely, overwhelming (unfortunately) in love with him.

If you were falling....

So this weekend was quite interesting.........
I had a closing shift from 3 - 1130 pm wow.
I lost $30 to get someone to cover my shift so
I could do zoomfest............................
I also missed the concert I have anticipated for two months
filming wasnt too bad, if I dont think about the 2 hours of sleep I
got before it. It was fun, except for the fact that I had a throbbing headache
the whole time. So two hours plus 4 more hours of sleep after I get home....
and an awakening with my mothers foot kicking at me.... what a wonderful morning....
after church I had work.......earlier than I thought and a meeting afterwards.........
But even after everything......all the frustration and all the anger........
I really just want to fall into YOUR arms......

.......

I love you......thats it.