"confusion..."

What if the girl of your dreams
was really a fiend never telling you the truth
saying things are not what they seem
always telling you lies
ignoring the feelings you have inside
keeping you up at night
and just letting you die...
so maybe she wasnt meant for you
cause none of those feelings were true
leaving you kicked to the curb
not knowing what to do...
and yet.... you still love her.

"I want this shit forever man..."

"Waitin on the world to change..."

One of my most intelligent friends says "forgiveness is not being a pushover.
it's a power that takes more mental strength to use than the people who
constantly fight back or take revenge."

See I like my class because they're usually pretty understanding
and caring. I like coming to school cause I know i'll have a few people
to talk to if I need someone cause my class is just chill like that. We've
befriended the younger grades and chill with almost everyone in our class.
Whats bugs me is when i hear shit about our own classmates, now I know we all have
our differences but its our last year, for some of us it be our last year seeing
people in our class. I just wish we could all settle our differences and just enjoy our
final year with each other, I see my friends as family and we've always learned
that family comes first. Forgiveness does take a lot of strength but I've seen what
my class is capable of and NO ONE in my class is weak. We are all born equal
and we all make mistakes so let's leave what's in the past and live a new day.

"You can have whatever you like..."

So heres a little story about this high school chick
she walks around them halls knowing shes the shit
but let me take it slow so you know what i mean
becuase she deserves time cause shes a real queen
shes got some pretty facial features that'll blow your mind
and a real fly body thats one of a kind
she got me thinking about how it'd be if she was mine
got me hoping I could take just a second of her time
to prove that I can truly give her the best
cause all I got is time you can put me through a test
and maybe after school we can talk and chill
cause sometime with you sound real fuckin ill
or maybe sometime we can go for a walk
roam through the park and hold your hand when its dark
and we can just chill and be true to each other
I just want a chance with you girl and maybe become your lover.

"Time is all she wanted all along"

My definition of love is reliable
a source of trust, hope, faith, thats undeniable
something you can turn to when in doubt
so hold up a second let me tell you what loves about
Its not just walks in the park till its dark,
holding hands, spending every minute with ya man
theres more to it other than the gifts and shit
you gotta be the same person no matter who you with
so take some time to think about what you do
to be a better man for her sakes too
you gotta be the best you can possibly be
some say the best things in life are free
so dont spend ya money tryin to impress ya girl
cause she wants love not the whole wide world
if that aint the cause when push comes to shove
dont waste ya time cause that aint love
now dont get me wrong its nice to buy her things
the nice jewlery and diamond rings
but love aint about the material stuff
it aint always easy and sometimes kinda rough
so just pull on through if you know what its worth
cause if you try to make it better it cant get any worse
trust is the main thing keep it on ya mind
cause if you fuck up you cannot rewind
Love is amazing its an all time high
you can tell if its there when you look them in the eye
But love is the greatest feeling you can have
a shoulder to lean on when shit gets bad
So listen to what I say cause it aint no joke
and once you have love dont you ever let it go.

"I want this shit forever maynne"

So Ryan Leslie is a fuckin genius. So many songs have been stuck in my head
and I've been singin them all day... His lyrics explain a lot

(addiction)
You've got fashionate styles
I'm lovin your smile
and the way you get down.
I cant see no one else
Its you by yourself
inspite of the crowd
baby no one else matters

(Valentine)
I don't have to say you're beautiful
you've got plenty other guys to say the words to you
And I don't have to say you run the show
All it takes a word I lose control for you
I know you're not my girlfriend but
I swear that I love you

(IRINA)
You made a difference in my life
it happened at the moment when I saw your face
It must have been somethin' in your eyes
that made it easy like a sunday...
It's not hard to understand
Cause anyone who see'S you feels the same way...uh!
And so I had to take the chance
To let you know u're so amazing

I wanna get to know you
to see what makes you laugh
I wanna be ur future, forget about ur past
I wanna make u happy by just beeing myself
Cause I can't be nobody else

Cause you're my diamond girl, you're the one I put the rock on
You're my diamond girl you're the one I quit the game for.

"we've made it this far"

So it's our last year as high school students and this is all I gotta say;

All this time we've been passin the years waitin
For the day that we all start graduatin
through the years some people just started changing, fading
and no matter whatchya you do they hatin
Some friends become foes and thats the real test
But damn all of that bullshit and the stress
its our final year y'all and lets make it the best
like that drizzy song singing y'all the fuckin best
this years really gonna be The best I ever had
Seein all these people through the good and bad
Chillin at the spot with my crew
Got some fuckin dope boys and them fly girls too
So let me just emphasize make you realize what you have inside
make you open ya eyes wide
To see the 2010 class reppin St Pats High
Y'all the fuckin best and I never wanna say bye.