"Smoking Session."

I puff puff puff till my nerves calm down
lost in these words though they always hit the ground
And what I found is that these feelings are dead
like taking a fifty caliber straight to the head
We've left it on the street after my last puff flick
Even though it was hard cause these feelings were thick
So I pull out another cause we all know lifes a bitch
I fucked her too many times screaming fuck this shit!
I never thought I would grow up this way
Trying to ease my pain and blow the smoke away
The last place I left her was under February Stars...
I wanna be here for you cause I know shits real hard
But live life move on and be happy some day
Cause I could never make you smile the way you'd say
I take one more puff to ease the pain
I take the quarter lit cigarette and flick it in the drain.